Friday, August 24, 2012

Ode To El Nio

So I wrote this poem back in 1997 when I was in school the third year for our school newspaper. I was very inspired by John Keats Ode on a Grecian Urn, in which I have emulated the style of this poem. I used the old Anglo-American words to give a classic touch, as well as to remind us of Vikings and Angleland Deutschland, a time when the sound of the lute is a national anthem. I also used some characters from Greek mythology for the purpose of presenting a lot of metaphors and personifications. I must admit, it is very difficult to understand in order to suggest that it is necessary to have a dictionary beside you as you read this.

The poem basically discussed the good effects of the El Niño phenomenon in the Philippines in 1997. It will not be called an ode, if you do not address the positive and good things! Through this poem, I gave another to the negative effects of this phenomenon. There is more than the sweat is removed, we have the experience of thirst and the heat we are suffering.

This poem was never published on our school newspaper because of its familiar wording and its meaning incomprehensible. Apparently, it was not suitable for high school students to read. Luckily, it was noted in North America. The poem was selected as a semi-finalist in the North American Open Poetry Contest, which took place in the final race last winter of 1998. It has also been published in the National Library of Poetry volume hardback edition of the classic quality, Dawn of Silence, in January 1999. The poem did not say was only presented in the press, but also in word. It was recorded in a cassette, The Sound of Poetry, in which beautiful baroque music and a brief commentary on the poem served as a prelude to the skill selected. Originally, this poem was composed of 40 lines, but because of contest rules and regulations, I had cut up to 20 lines. So far, this is the most high-end poetry I've ever written.


Ode to El Niño
by Maranan Siyangbigay Jocell

That number could e'er you a canon beck
Gypsies, atheists failed dragging their tarot
Of an accident, a centaur, a man and a beast
Hail! Your little baby is born.

Anglophobic he was!
Aye! Aye! Aye!
Together wi 'Hephaestus, Nereo killed, vilified Ganga
Poseidon no longer your choice, but to taste could trident
Lo! Naiadi although tramp limping after a sloth
In more than three buttons, blew horns against your mother.

Eastern Doth drank potion made yours?
Thinking opened e'ry knocking on the door,
It picked hides swirls around the courtyard,
Three times a day, a month or two
Prosaic, consciousness is still holding!

As noble as a king, as bold as a knight
A word in the mouth zone bestrewed
Gin does not touch the morning calm,
It would be the blood is water? It would flower thistles?
Tigers would be sick all right? It would be empty heads to fill?

Thursday, August 23, 2012

A candle

I wrote this poem so far back to 1995 when I was in school the first year for our school newspaper. As a freshman, I was really challenged to overcome the results of the "greatest." This poem is very special to me because it is the product of my desire to do greater things than what the elderly can do. Poetry that conveys not just the little things are bright and beautiful, quite useful. Its meaning is universal and multi-dimensional.

I've been using a basic style in writing this poem. I looked rhyme and simple language. To add a little touch, I personally candle. Basically, the whole poem is a dialogue between the reader and the candle. The setting is in Bethlehem where Jesus was born child. It 'was the first Christmas, however, is not clearly said. Context clues that I gave to say.

Because of its simplicity, poetry was published in our newspaper and on our school yearbook. The poem was published in hardback edition volume Quill Books, A Time To Be Free, last 1998 in Harlingen, Texas.

A candle
by Maranan Siyangbigay Jocell


O little candle in the night!,
burning bright in the room!
His head bowed humbly,
pointing back and forth so slowly

Look out the window brick!
See shooting stars below!
See the moon and the brightness lasting!
Feel the Night and her chilling cold!

You are comparably smaller,
those decorative celestial wonders
How could you do the dark,
turned out to be the brightest?

Why you have to sacrifice,
yourself so scarce that enough?
If you are enough for the night,
to make the room very bright?

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

A Pacific A Cappella

The page was blank when it came to me
But with white spaces in the blanks

And I felt the need to touch the page
With the shape of forms and shades of colors

Or was I - I'm not quite sure
Nothing is certain - but had been touched

With the gray and green cubes and spheres
Or green and purple cubes and spheres

Or, purple and red cubes and spheres
No! - Red and yellow cubes and spheres

The vivid colors drifted for the whole page
Radiated and so vivid that touched me

And I thought - I was there
But I was here in the page

Kidnapped by the play of empty spaces
No! - Maybe I'm here

But I was there on the page
Kidnapped by the play of empty spaces


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Sunday, July 29, 2012

The Wanderer a mountain called Lleb

Alone - the world - has traveled
Via steps of rock and wood hug
The wind kissed him and then whispered:
Follow our amulet and use it only once
... When it comes obstacle.

And a lake - he was head
And stabbed her toes on the deck lily
The water stopped and said:
Look and see
A moment of light inside of me
Take it and walked on the road.

Then - in a shallow swamp - continued
Where the wild bulls walked to find a mate
But before a horn was nailed
He pulled out his amulet - and then said:
Sorry but I have to go bull
I remember you and your swamp
While on the road ...

And he knew ...
The wind kiss
... It was written:
journeys can be smooth
journeys can be tough
Just find your way ...

... Soon it will be dark.

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Saturday, July 28, 2012

Before the last petal Falls

I saved face time

slowly becomes a face of a stranger

heart might be linked with my

beats the sharpest spear in my heart

long ago, never occurred to me these thoughts

but as the leaves fall slowly becomes part of reality

I never seal between the neck

nor its enclosed within my reach

I was too liberal, now all I wanted was to go back in time

I am not a god, I have no power

to deny all these scruples

I love her, cared for her as delicately as I would like a rose

but she grew thorns

that it was difficult for me to come close

Is it sad but true

The link that we no longer

Very high and I dared to love her

also risked a life-thousandth

won a series of mountains

but I believe that what is between us is now exhausted

is not what it was yesterday

Now I'm a nobody compared to who I was before her

I'm trying to win her back even if

and be the dirt road and misty

She is worth all the pain

worth all the risks

not because she would have done the same thing

not because she completes

not because it was my wonderwall

not because she's one of us

but simply because of a right meaningless by time

a reason which has slipped from many languages

rarely a reason we believe in

guys, I love you

Yes, love

I love her like a sister I never had

I loved and still love

and even if fate and the world may doubt

my love for you is ashamed at all

because the love of her I'll hold

I will fight, I fight by hook or by crook

before the last petal falls ..

Friday, July 27, 2012

Dreamland

My eyes are squinty

while the tears fall on my face ..

The inages my refuge is now blurred

Swirling around me so fast

I could not help but stumble

and indulge in my comfort zone

I struggle between consciousness and unconsciousness

As the dark trying constantly to me

towards a world where the pain is never known

and my whole being, rested

preparing for another trip, another walk

but then the picture looked vaguely on my senses

and darkness was dominated

Slowly, the image became a living

I saw a familiar face

someone you see everyday

Someone hated me for ruining my dream

I got out of bed, grabbed my green notebook

and began to do his homework TLE

Thursday, July 26, 2012

An Warior

I am a warrior
but as Arthur and his Knights
I fight for a cause
Not only for freedom, though freedom can be
I have no sword or armor
Although I have my stuff for my battles
I never had enough of them
which sometimes causes my loses

I'm my own boss and my follower
I am the lone rider of my army
the solitary believer of my principles
But I can be a warrior, but I'm only human
be breathed with a life
Which turned to be a blessing and a curse
Although I explicitly force
My interiors are weak
my heart is broken
and my soul is fragile

I'm waving a white flag
But I can not understand
Arrows rain my world as my shield weakens
All I wanted was to succumb to oblivion

And tonight, as the tears fall on my face
let the sky cry with me
Let every cold that I feel inside
Make them understand things that fight for ..
Let the rain fall and wash away my tears
Let me know the existence of rainbows ...
Help me remember that I am a warrior
in this battlefield called life ...

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Plain clerk

I'm back singing serenade of the lover
and mesmerized by the shadow of the moon conventional
My eyes express his lusterBut season I'm not a bit 'in love, not now, maybe never

Coz I reached the pinnacle of ecstasy
I tripped and the water's deep deppression
And so the fibers of my heart and soul has been scarred
I had no freedom, a being with a heart bounded

I never did keep his hands up
nor, in excruciating pain, I cried
because they believed in the existence of last creature Pandora
Even if you stole my eyesight, my ticket to ridicule

I was as vulnerable as I am always
But he held true to his promise of a man
So when I finally lost my heart that you want
Half of me walking with him out the door

I was trapped in the fork of fear
Unconsciously as he ran under my tears
I started to question the existence of our abyss ...
The abyss that we found as we searched in parallel for happiness

Although I have never regretted writing our masterpiece
and dancing experience in the fog
Even if he came in a moment and went in a flash
In my senses, his scent and his aura will last

But now they are all yelling at him
Although not always as it seems
I dug a pit of these emotions in my heart
and have closed that chapter of my life

I've heard everything there is to hear
and have recovered from all that is healing
but if I'm ready, I am not prepared
Falling is one thing, I will not do

For now, I leave my heart in two
and be happy to indulge in blues
Although the city has built once looked into my eyes
I will not be taken away, I burst into tears

All this time I always believed in
but my faith faltered already
When will I be able to recover, I do not know
Maybe tomorrow a century later, or maybe ...

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Still

lost my heart cries, singing melodies that hurts .. the world is full of goodbyes, forgotten how to cry like a star falling ill in the night sky ...

just looking for love, alone in search of contempment .. cannot hide from the past, if I had the opportunity

I would stop time, try for yourself and

I do mine again ..

broken glass, shattered into pieces .. driven by the wind and turned to ashes, struggling to continue this life

which is full of sadness ..

in this dark room, I sit and think of you hoping that you think about the day

iam beside you .. one day ill understand why this feeling will not go ..

done wrong by you as fast as I can, ill close my eyes and hide, so my tears will fall woudn'te not even touch an inch of my cheek, and you do not even see a unique view of me. ..

Monday, July 23, 2012

Oh death!

Oh death, come and get hours
I wanted to be with you
I'm tickled with all these lies worldly
Promises that do not materialize.

Lock me, oh death
In your darkness calming
And I will wake up in the sky
When she starts to rest forever.

Come and save me, oh death
I'm not so afraid of you
Because I realized hours
With you I have a life again.

And 'I learned only in death,
I claim the promise of the Bible
To see God and to be paradise
Experience the bliss without end.

death So now, let's be friends
I wished for you to come
Take me away from this ancient world
You're my key to see the Kingdom.

August 1, 2000

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Too Late

I have something that I really need to tell you,

But I have not had the chance 'coz

I can not see.

You've been so busy all the time, that

You did not have time for me.

A time to tell what we feel with others,

A time to set free oursleves.

I long for your sweetness, which as you can.

You're the one who makes me feel sweet and I'll show you.

Feeal leave you, I will hear,

Where do you belong right here.

You are the happiness that made me sad.

And now you're gone, I hope you are happy.

Saturday, July 21, 2012

The Star

I sat at my window tonight
And I saw a lone star
Twinkling boldly against the sky.
And I felt that I winked
As if to say,
"If I can shine like this,
Why can not you, why do not you?

I thought of you
What did you spend
The dreams start to turn
And the endless 'could've-Beens'.
I saw a stream that would continue to
While Frisbee flying without wings
And I remembered you ...
I said:
"Why can not you, why do not you?

Of course, success is sweaty
Do not even go out in sparkling stars
In one night alone
Once it is born.
It begins again ... and move forward
Hardwork behind a secret
Consistency is God in it ...
Success, like stars, bringing brightness
At God's perfect
I thought of you (to me)
And I said (that's you) ...
"Why can not you ... why not?"

November 12, 2000

Friday, July 20, 2012

My miracle

My miracle happened when
I was born in this world
Disabled in one body
With the world and limited movement
Where the difficulties of so common.

My miracle happened when
God called my name
To read life between the lines
To hear his voice in frustration terrible
And felt the helpless and alone.

My miracle is seen
It is not the events or happenings
That seem spectacular or great,
E 'come to little, small steps
And the people who is blessed ...

With little miracles of God in me
That in my weakness is strong
All my "walks" He continues to live,
And many see it in my weakness
Many praise for what would.

So, if only for this and no more
There would be no chance of ever walking
Good for me so long as to my
A life where you see God in it
With arms they know they have a friend,
I think it's all worth it.

May 21.2000

Thursday, July 19, 2012

These Ables

What you can see the blind
What can the deaf hear
What can you say dumb
How can they still sing?

How can the deaf hear his song
How can the mute sing
As you can see the blind in the dark
The silver song of a lark?


When the melodies will end
When you have a friend
Where the darkness to bring
And if I am, right?

What can you see in the dark
What you hear in the deaf
What can you say dumb
What you never knew about us?

December 16, 2001

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

If

If only I can embrace
and keep you from being harmed by this world ...
if only my arms would be sufficient
to protect you from the blinding influences ...
If only I can do things well
and shield you from the wrongs ... ...
and pain and that the years ...

But I can not ... I'm just as human beings like you
that's why I'm here standing strong today
because I faced the battle
and was wounded but unhurt ...
But I'll be around every time you hit the ground
every why and how-could-it-BE
I'll be a shadow of a tree.


If only I had the power
to exempt you from any despair
and every anxiety and every truth ...
but then you miss out on the virtues
and the depth and courage
but they are all products of each fall to increase ...
Yes I will be around every time you touch the ground
said ... I love you ... now and forever.


September 2001

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

With Wiser Eyes

One day it will be wiser eyes
They see
Stars are not stars only
And the trees are just trees ...

Somehow, you understand
While I continue to say
The books are not just pages
Smiles are not always happiness.

Ooohhh, one day
You'll learn things you can not see
Are as real as those you see
That pain is not always bad
And the tears are not always sad.
Ooohh, one day you will learn one day
Respect is better than money earned
And the real beauty is invisible to the naked eye,
One day, somehow, you realize.


One day, the clouds turn to you
More than a close friend of heaven
A touch would be much more
And you know
What is done for a time out. [CHORUS]


Stars are not stars only
A day with the wisest eyes, you see ...
Will all makes sense why.

Monday, July 16, 2012

When I Love

When love and my love said to me "I love you" to me, do not tell the expected, most surface-response "I love you too." What I mean is:

"I know."

In various degrees of tone, way, intensity, and inflection. I think that saying "I know". Gets more significant because it implies that "Yes, I realize how I love you. Yes, I realize that you love me. I appreciate the sentiment, your kindness and what this means to me."

"I know."

Wow! What a privilege luxury.

When I say "I love you" to her Naman not expect the party "too well. Y'see, it defeats the purpose of the core essence of love that is selfless. You say" I love you "from the fullness of your heart. If you say that with affection to return a response from your loved one, becomes an "I, myself," my problem. Love is selfless. It does not expect to be repaid. Or wait for a response. thrives in gift, and giving himself away. This is the reward in itself.

So when the person I love would have said,
"I love you, darling ..." I would say that:
"I know." (Cheerfully)
"I know." (With eyes wide with guarantee)
"I know." (Whispering, sleepy)
"I know." (Suggestive, eyebrows and all)
"I know." (Spoiled brattily)
"I know." (Tired but appreciated)
"I know." (With a smile and a wink)
"I know." (Like, oh, I've foever!)
"I know!" (Victory)
"I know." (Between tears, after or during a bad time)
"I know." (Smug, complacent, so sure of anything else)
"I know." (Possessive and passionate)
"I know." (As a fervent prayer)
"I know." (How is forever ..).

Sunday, July 15, 2012

"Family"

I have a brother,
I have a sister,
I have a father, mother,
Hardly a family.

I know you're my friend
And this stranger standing
And that beggar there
I know very well.

I have a house with roofs
But I live here with you
My house has walls too
With you on the streets of our world.

I have many cousins
Can trace my family tree
Yet there is no one to call
Nobody knows me at all.

Perhaps I need to poor
I am a poor in spirit
Among the things I owned
E 'with you I found my home.


June 5, 2001

Saturday, July 14, 2012

Crossroads

once in our lives, we have the opportunity to meet someone ...

if you're lucky enough we had the opportunity to knowthen ...

A hello and goodbye to them ... In our journey we absolutely satisfy all types of faces in

God did it, some of them are forgotten.

Some remains in your mind forever ... and when our special person has come to leave him so quickly ... But there is coming back ...

so we are confused. What will you do? The past or present?

Do you like both ... but the roads

remain silent, no car, no home ...

dozens of people walk every now and then ...

including me walk and meet you and your smile ...

The next day I can not sleep ..

I saw him looking at me in silence, but ...

and there's nothing I can do this one way street that we have ...

I will continue to pass and wait for our paths will cross and be able to say hello again!

SAML

Friday, July 13, 2012

Created

When I see you, I feel sad
When you talk with me, you make me crazy
I wonder, "They're all so bad?"
'Cause Why can not you just like me for who I am

I look in the mirror
It 's like I want to bang my head to the door
Why are so stupid as someone like you
When I know that there is no chance that you, like me,

I wonder why I like you so much
I realize that is not to like?
With resembles
Perfect smile, beautiful eyes

But I still think and I realize
You're not perfect, that all
So why would I dream of you and me
When I dream of him and me

Thursday, July 12, 2012

The Day After You Give Up

After surrender and hand over your case
The world will never end, even the break
One in a second. The plant that has rejected
flower, the flower does not freeze up if you choose,
And Wilts, shrivels in ugy, slow death.


The next day will give you the sun will shine
Still. The moon and the stars are tease
In your death, you continue to breathe, you
feel the heat just burns and exhaustion.
You will fall in strong, demolition, winding ridge.

The years after the surrender, the world is still ...
Continue. Things go on, children grow and
the burning fire. But not you. People die every day
Breath while you still linger. Yet with nothing
To speak to the shame will kill you. Gradually.

March 7, 2001

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

You Have Been Loved Enuf?

You have been loved enough?
I have not.
'I guess there was not love
enough for me.
Or only a few have found the time
if at all ... care.

Guess I wanted more
Guess I want it all
And no one is willing to give
that much
In this world that got small.


They gave half,
a convenient
But I do not want this.
I prefer not to have
Who love the convenient
That really is not love
If you think about ...?

You have been loved enough?
You have been loved ... at all?
I think I was,
A couple of times back a few someones
I guess that just lost
Why 'take my eyes
looking beyond
Thinking that I could use more
When less was more ...

I was offered for.

And I refused everything.

Wrote:
September 19, 2002

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

"Janette Salcedo"

BLESS FRIEND

Lord, I can do a favor for favor
Want to be less a friend for me?
I do not know where it is now,
What she's doing or how she was
But most of all bless you at this time
Maybe it needs more this time.

I sure miss when I feel so alone
Just days away, and when I'm with you
I even remember a drink in the past, if
The arms are encouraging as his
And when I see it in ancient times
I see a shadow of your face ...


Lord, please look after the welfare of my friends
Everywhere is now today
May surrounds by your offer of love
And your support for his stay
Although I can not be with her, please old ...
Be the arms that was hot for me, forever.


June 25, 2001

Monday, July 9, 2012

Long journey of my life

Long journey of my life ...
I have met and known people from different places, color and religion.

Long journey of my life ...
There has come and gone my way, few people who promised to remain.

Long journey of my life ...
I stopped and saw that they were for a day. Hope in a better friend to come along our path.

Long journey of my life ...
I discovered my true self through them and realized the essence of life spent with prayers.

Long journey of my life ...
A rainbow of my friends filled the sky, loyalty and genuineness that has its roots from the bottom.

Long journey of my life ...
I lost my way home I'm wrong-leading.
However, they guided and encouraged me to go ahead and continue living.

Very successful in this world I can only some that were heroines and goddesses,
long journey of my life ...

This was the poem I wrote inspired by my bestfriends (Kranj). we were the bestest "friends ever for almost ten years now, how incredible! us hard to find true friends these days, so take care of them because they are one in a million!

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Still Thinking Of You

I'm listening to my teacher
When I think of you ...
Somehow, I do not know why?!?!
But it is not yet in my mind ...

Maybe your so stupid to let go ...
But I am more stupid to say that I love you more
I do not know why I'm still hoping that one day he will be back in my arms again ...
That one day you will go our way and I will say that "love me" ...

Why I still love you?
Even if you break my heart?
Even if you do not love me anymore?
And even if you're not the perfect guy for me?

If we ever had the chance to 'set ...
I'm happy to be your girlfriend, once again ...
But I hope that this would be better because I do not want it to be worse.
I know deep in my heart that my love for you could be "forever"

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Ode to a tree

Look, look there,
An object so envy
For his strenghth to be there all day
Looking at his creator
Dancing with the wind.

One minute of one hour, one month and one year passed
But it still stands
A storm passed and there was another
But it is still straight
Giving me a wonderful feeling.

You admit
I would be like it
To prove that
They are also stronger
How I envy those much.

You this thing is not made for death, my tree immortal
No generation hungry tread thee down,
The voice I heard each time passing
Pleading not to kill them
And after them instead.

Today I say my goodbye to the trees so envy
For I can not have another chance to see
His hands dance in the wind
For the rest, and I never wake up;
GOODBYE MY TREE beautiful!

Friday, July 6, 2012

So natural

It is natural

The first impression I got for you the first time we met was so unconscious
The beat of my heart that the time was intuitive, I never thought this will be connected
The strange feeling was very spontaneous, I was able to grab your mysterious character
I'm in love and anxious to see you accept me or I might have dumped
I just can not understand why? Why are they so special? Probably native
My thoughts were unpretentious, its really sincere and I expect that the result would be worthy
For I will win your heart and I'll be near me
And how can I help? She is not hard to be loved
And the feeling was so natural ... for you are so natural ...
It is not a fake, not ... a fake ... even a clone ... it's just that I like you for who you are ...
You're every detail ... six functions and everything you ...
You're just too good to be true ... that's why I'm skeptical kind'a if you are willing to accept me .... But I'm happy for what we have now. And I think I'll just go on like this ...

You're so natural ...

Thursday, July 5, 2012

This could one day be the saddest lines ever written?

And 'this is the perfect time to write a poem sad?
Raining hard, feeling like a bard
Holding a pen, lost in thoughts
Effusion, like raindrops gently and quietly
Kissing on the grass lawn yard

As always, I'm alone and lonely
Nine months have passed, but everything is pretty much the same
Now would never give birth to laughter and joy?

I will remember this day
As the saddest year of my life?
This could be the most only the leaves of my diary?
Should this be the darkest part of my biography?

Suddenly a black-haired squirrel sneaks into the field
Looking for something to eat or perhaps checking the raindrops

But in my mind, is just one solitary squirrel
By placing a man wandering in his mind ...
Or it could be a lonely man staring at a
Squirrel wandering in the rain

Anything ... does not matter anymore
When feelings are overwhelming
The reasons do not count after all

I came at a time when the joys and sorrows,
The fun and pain of my past
Pour down like rain

The stillness of the trees
The coldness of the wind
The numbness in my heart
The monotony of the rain
The sadness of my childhood
The arrogance of my youth

These are reasons for this perfect moment?
I'm really only in this type of situation?
O I'm just expressing something natural and universal?
That every human being, animal or plant
You damn most of their life with the solitude and loneliness
And with the desire to belong to someone or
With others of their race

Is there really happiness after sadness?
There is loneliness after being together?
There's membership after the loneliness?
There is a heaven or hell after death?
Or is it just the sad state of default
Where every attempt to escape?
While Heaven and Hell are the only '
Personification of everything good and evil on Earth?

And 'this really the perfect time to write a sad poem?
This could one day be the saddest lines I've ever written?
I could then one day be among
The saddest poets have ever known?

Suddenly a black crow perched on the backyard fence
Braving the rain, just to celebrate his own piece of grain;
While I:

Still the same man of hope with a pen in his
Hand and a heart full of dreams

Because I am a Hong Yong Yan zhi hu
'Little sparrow with dreams of swans'

=====
"That's all. Far away, someone sings. Away.
My soul is lost -
"The same night whitening the same trees.
We who have been, we are not the same anymore. "
-Pablo Neruda, "saddest lines"


- 09:00, Wednesday, May 26, 2004;
Surrey, British Columbia
While listening to "Tragic Comedy"
Immaculate Fools ('Dumb Poet', 1987, A & M)

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Mourning Hopeful

My soul weeps ... cries.
Inside me is a sniveling mortal
Gasping, panting, frightened
Fear that I might drown in my ocean staff.
.. My heart is grieved wanted to scream ...
Scream loudly that I hear is a deafening silence.
I can not stop evil, I can not change destiny.
Can not finish what they have not yet begun.
I can not let go of what I never had.
Still breathless, like my heart bein 'torn.
Wide of the mark if I stay, I groped flight.
My life would not be the same ...
But tomorrow will be different;
The streets will never cross.

My soul complains, cries ...
Tears still fall from my eyes tired
As I leave behind this sense
The god please send me peace.
My soul still complains ....
I wonder when it will stop

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Empty Universe

Sometimes, when a man clogs his orbs of vision,

The light can not penetrate his conscious perception,

Both worlds are revealed to be a moonless night,

And the mysteries that the rest would be found below as soon as possible.

The air we breathe seemed lost its purity,

Even the abundant rivers stopped flowing freely

The mountain stood proud that the highest

Now disappeared drained his vitality and his pride.

Thick gray smoke and vapors figured the clouds

And a group of beings formed the crowd gasping,

Like when the dusty wind started to gust and blow,

Ideas and thoughts of willpower lost their guards.

But when you release the radiance in the deep

There are more reasons to blame the shadows to hide,

sound decisions and trust would always lead

The deepest hopes of hope that we continue to want.

Yes, you can not fight the enemy if we do not know,

Supremacy that has blocked us in this unknown pain,

We tend to ask why we are suffering this kind of curse?

Or perhaps we are only part of a universe empty ...

Monday, July 2, 2012

Dreamer's Chronicle

When darkness baited the raging sun,

A New World is alive and lifeless in a period of time,

Where the creatures of the night walking in the southeast,

From a valley of death to the land of raging beasts humble.

In a quirk of fate the world has gone into oblivion,

Flooding the atmosphere with the exhortation of immense

A man without a face lurking across the lawn in the moonlight,

Tastings of apprehension only dreamers could provide.

He stretched his arms and opened a dry mouth wide,

Release the fear and horror ... sucking the marrow of life

Screams of brute feels under the vague horizon,

Mourning for the existence of a monster of trepidation.

Although became numb the senses, the intellect is aware,

Absorbing every drop of blood verve by all parties,

Suddenly, the whispers of the breeze changed his way,

The trees begin to murmur bliss for the entire environment.

Boundless faith illuminated the corners of the earth,

And a goddess-like beauty seemed from the outside,

She extended her arms to rid the world of terror,

Citing the magnificence and wonder counter.

The dreamer has flown with the beauty in the vivid blue sky,

Enjoying the freedom and glory to great heights,

Under the glittering jewels to thin white clouds above,

Freedom is what the dreamers want to have.

The morning air kissed and touched every human face,

Embracing the beginning of the most recent phase of life,

And before the night proves once again should take dreamers

That

"Dreams are the visions of what we do, think and feel when we wake up ..."

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Dead Paradise

In the middle of the night there is a small voice calling,

A soft whisper from life, that soul is withering,

Death Song is sung with a hymn of putrid filth,

Playing troubled symphony for the dawn of the Renaissance.

Vultures flying about dreams shattered and lifeless,

While the black crow is horrible smiles hide,

Wings of agony spread the threat of a horrible end,

Prohibit the warmth of the spirit to penetrate and repair.

Four solid walls witnessed the lament of a fortress

The fall down and the explosion of a mess depressed

Like the statue of a cherub above the tomb undisturbed

Pray for the soul heavy to be free and be saved!

Piercing words and looks are as deadly club,

From a disappointed expectation of a refusal of blood

If the heart can not hear all these smashing infringement,

Then your mind will not be guilty of a missed court.

Alas! Last night I died a painful death and rust,

But today, I live again to stand and fight,

Tomorrow will be my moment of pride and Growth

To end this disruptive barriers paradise dead ...

Saturday, June 30, 2012

Explanation of an emotion

True love, true, sad
True love, true, bad
True love, false, blind
True love, fake nature

Love is true but sad
Love is real bad yet
Love is blind but can see
Love can hurt but it's nice

What is true love so the water flows around
the great river of tears
And it causes the bitter taste of life which is
so foul

A taste of life that is sweet site
But the bitter end
Language can enjoy these foods bitter
but connot bitternesby enjoy the feeling of
an Emotion

Yet many people want to feel that emotion
For her sweet perfume attracts bees buzz
be invited to taste its nectar

Through thought I admit
I am also attracted to its sweet taste
E 'bitterness seems to be ignorant
eventually

Friday, June 29, 2012

The dream

Love, no matter if I cry,
And if you laugh I do not care;
Foolish I think,
But it should be there.

Love, in my sleep I dreamed of waking,
White and awful the moonlight reached
On the floor, and somewhere, somewhere
There was a shutter loose-gnashing!

Swaying in the wind and without wind-
I was afraid and turned to her,
Put my hand to you for comfort-
And you were gone! Cold as the dew,

Under my hand the moonlight lay!
Love, I do not care if you laugh,
But if I weep it will not be subject-
Ah, you should be there.

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Forbidden Feelings

Together, we will be fearless dark angels

Together, we firmly hold high

Flying in the sky of history prohibited

Slip away from discrimination hands

Escaping from the clutches of prejudice

Cover our ears from cursing languages

Together, they embrace the secluded w

Finding the beauty of unacceptable

Touching the fires of mortal sin

The feeling bound, veiled in darkness

And now, we will continue toward the light

Spreading the wings of two angels dark dark

Never mind the dangers of the coming judgments

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

A Poet to His Father

I tried so hard to understand
Why should we be?

Your gift that year was a family divided
Gone in our lives then we were suddenly

I remember the stories you used to tell
There in my bed I would listen so well

A hymn of forgiveness plays softly hours
From them and me and her to you

Out of sadness and melancholy in the sky brightness and
For many years, I was longing for your return

The wounds healed, scars, gone, a new beginning
An agreement uninterrupted guitar is set to be strummed
A bright chapter of our lives has long started
The pain and tears are now once upon ...


- Sometimes written in 1988
Rehashed on Thursday, January 20, 2005
While listening to circumvent the "pain" in Budapest
('Too Blind to Hear', 2002, Easy Street)

© 2005 elf ideas

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

A poet to his Mother

I have not been too vocal in the past
My respect and love for them are so vast
Sings an old ballad: "Some good things never last"
But for me, O Mother, put your trust

My childhood memories with you and the Father
You are in my heart, well maintained, will never be lost
Our countless strolls in Luneta and Ongpin
They were magical as Aladdin's lamp

Your tears well shed tears and laughed heartily
Till my twilight I will always remember

To be happy and love one another
You taught us, my sisters and me beautiful
Forgiveness in our hearts, she said, should be free
The reason we continue to be better

The pains and sacrifices that you have been
I've shared everything with you, know it's true
Every up and downs, you're always nearby
Me-believer, comforting, reassuring

Like a chicken, we have raised alone
As the chicks, we have followed with affection

I could have caught and
You scratched from time to time
Whatever pain I'd had to forgive my rhyme ...
For you, I will always ... hoping to dream ...

I have not been too vocal in the past
Although you know my love and respect are vast
A few years more must pass-oh time, as a joke!
Yet the desire to go home I'll never stop


- On Tuesday 18th January 2005;
Surrey, British Columbia, Canada
While listening to "Ode" to my family "by The Cranberries
('No Need to Argue', 1994, Polygram Records)

© 2005 elf ideas

Sunday, June 24, 2012

A poet for his firstborn

I finally found the woman
Who would be your mother and fairy

Lucky for you
She is everything I could ever want

Your mother and I
I'm so were friends before
We began to love

Or should I say,
In our hearts, we love each other
Long before we decided to stay together

You may have arrived late in the life of your parents'
But this is the reason that they are special
Not only us but also to all the people
Who takes care of us

I promise
Whatever happens
We will give all
You'll Ever Need

I am sure that
Your mother will love you
As he loves me and how I love you

Just promise me two things:
As we grow
Love to learn, read and write-
That is the key to
Understand the world and
Accept what your neighbors are and who

And most importantly
Love and respect your mother
As much as I respect and love

- 24:55 pm, Wednesday, October 27, 2004;
Surrey, British Columbia, Canada
While listening to "Do They Know It's Christmas?" by Band Aid
(Christmas Single, 1984, Columbia / Mercury Records)

© 2004 elf ideas

Saturday, June 23, 2012

A poet for his future wife

(My girlfriend, Charlotte Belialba)


If I met in my youth
These days I have been wilder and freer
Could you love me again?

If I met in my youth
When my heart was restless and false
Could have persevered and stayed?

The mental image of you who have always painted
Soft-haired, the flowers on your head
Starry eyes smiling in idyllic
Lovely lips, skin, soft
Would you like you loved me then
As you love me now?

The smell of my summer siesta
We Magic on the swing
Besides the generous apple
In the courtyard lawn
Mike's cousin and his family's house

Moments spent longing for my 'Lao Jia'
It might have been dreaming and hoping
In moments the same for someone like me?
I could have been the portrait of your love
Even if I had not come?

- 10:58, Monday, June 14, 2004;
Surrey, British Columbia
While listening to "When I See You Smile" by Bic Runga
('Beautiful Collision', 2002, Columbia)

© 2004 elf ideas

Friday, June 22, 2012

Sonnets for rain

(Never Paggao Rain, a band mate, a best friend and brother I had)


* Rain *

Your words are magic diamonds,
I am always on my mind.
Your thoughts are simple, sublime, divine;
They supported my mood.
In joy or sorrow, loss or gain,
Your songs poured like rain.
Not once before when we were young,
I've been in drought;
Have you ever poured like rain real
'Nriching me joy.
And now you are far away
My friend, I miss you so much.
The friendship built on brotherly love
Can last until old age.


* Moon *

When you were the sun, while I moon
We do not care.
The light you cast on my path
He never made me blind;
For you possess a noble soul,
The pride that will never touch.
Words like rays of her pen did shine
Enlightened me.
The songs you did, hope you gave
They are always in my heart.
When 'it was my turn to be the sun,
Moon How did you do your part.
Who has the Sun or the Moon, I know,
We do not care.


* Star *

So many bards singing stars,
the beauty of who you saw.
The strings are strummed on the guitar
I had always brought joy.
I wove the words, the songs are plucked-
They blended-harmony!
Among the stars of our songs in retirement;
They shine when I'm sad.
I know, the stars, in fact,
These are but a gas combustion.
Nevertheless, it is still
The most brilliant that I can see.
A star-is what you always
Forever 'nspiring me!


* Rainbow *

In different shades you came to me
In times when I was blue.
Then in December, I remember when-
Oh, what a meeting!
I've admired my clothes with care;
In turn, you have surprised me, too:
Your tricks and licks on your guitar-
The start of something new
Wave. The music made us brothers,
Located in one trip,
Who have changed our lives forever.
How colorful was!
Among the many friends I have ...
The rainbow smiled at you.

© 2005 elf ideas

Thursday, June 21, 2012

A place in the area ...

Entered the room
He sat beside his bed all night
I watched your daily fight
I did not know
The pain was almost more than I could bear
But I still hear your last words to me ...

Heaven is a place nearby
So do not be so far away
And if you try to find me
Maybe you'll find me one day
Heaven is a place nearby
So no need to say goodbye
I ask not to cry
I will always be by your side

You just vanished
Spread your wings you flew
Way to something unknown
I wish I could bring you back
You're always on my mind
About destroy myself apart
have a special place in my heart
Still ...

Even if I go to sleep
I can still hear your voice
And those words I never forget ...

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

You know how it feels to be behind the scenes?

You know how it feels?
To watch someone you dear
Trust me there is no emotion
A spectator is all that can ever be, I fear

It 's like a movie, you see
Where "I can see but can not see me"
You reach out and try to touch
Yet it is as if much

You know how it feels?
To have your loved one look through the eyes of you
I'll put it bluntly: it kills
Knowing that will never be part of the view

It 'like I was nothing but air
They exist, but nobody cares
You try to be at least a fog
But it will not work, attention can not be crushed

You know how it feels?
Loving someone from afar
Moments of painfully stealing glances
Your heart filled with love but with a scar

You know how it feels?
To pine for something that had never
Believing in something unreal
To try to make sense of something so crazy

Well ... I do
So, if you only knew
Every day I long for you
I know it sounds absurd
But I promise it's true

So now I say:
Wherever you are, whatever you do
Always keep in mind, I'll always be there for you

Whether you succeed or fail
Through lost earnings and
I will always love you
Even from behind the curtain

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

PERSPECTIVE

So ...! Maybe you can not have

Maybe I'll never

But when I think of it this way:

"You do not me ...

And you know what you're missing ...

With all brands of lovin 'I can prove "

Hah!

And 'more than makes up for all time

I'm sorry you can not be mine.

Monday, June 18, 2012

Li'l A PRAYER

Li'l A PRAYER


God ... help me find
good or bad
joy to the sad
fun in crowds
has been in.


And please help me see
the man with the boy
style fashion
add the sum in
love the bastard ...

Amen.

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Hunger

your skin is my flesh,
with blood flowing in my veins.
your heart is my aviary,
where the laity after the flight.

Your eyes are my way,
the road illuminated by the powerful sun.
your kiss is my soul
soul a desire for passion.

Your hands are my friends,
take me through my happiness.
your soul is my paradise,
the one above the sky.

mine-free world and body, getting my face?
face of my song for your heart be heard?
Let us be the only flower with roots red-tipped.
my dream will end their search, if you're here.

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Sixteen saccharin

I sat on the floor;
my legs against my chest,
chin resting on my knees,
biting his lower lip upper
Fingers crossed against each other ...

I sighed, rolled his eyes and began to wonder.

im already sixteen years is still so hard to hold back tears.

hours im sixteen years my world is still surrounded by silly fears.

I still watch the stars twinkle and ask if,
nor eyes for a period of time that each color is full of rain.

indulge in the pleasures seem stupid to other shallow
and drown in endless dream to have such wonderful destinations.

im sixteen ...

These thoughts are worthy of time?

do not deserve to be welcomed whenever they try to visit my mind?

I deserve these fantasies that would undoubtedly be brought to life, but not on mine?

superficiality is a sin?
I am not guilty.

Joy is a mistake?
I have no regrets.

Being a child
is not stupid.

I created this to share reality with optimism;
breathed life with joy
and greatest hits
I am more than proud to share

are upshots of my frivolity,
fruit of incomparable sweetness resulting from equally delicious roots, my whole. ^ _ ^

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Life

life as it is
as they say cruel faith
life as it is
lose in his race time

No one can say life is beautiful
Or life is bad
Nothing is as it seems
everything is all a dream

Life as you know
has a vision of cruelty
accept that you can
And 'habit change immediently

As you move to life
The dreams we pass
not change at all
although many times we wonder why

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Bewildered

Lost ... she continues to seek,
In the woods of great uncertainty.
Non-aligned, never an array.
The battles heart reason.

Mind wants out, but held out.
is in a growing pain
Out of misery and frustration.
I compassion, drowning.

Uncertainty, you cannot see it.
But she is incredibly survived.
fast pace is aimed
Ask to go its way in the future.

Monday, June 11, 2012

Wayfarer

Dream of a traveler on his journey

tired without reaching for the stars

dream of finding his soul connection

that makes him, for his purpose

While his trek too high

perceive the environment by watching him

saw a flower on a separate floor crowded

and say that if only

And his journey continues to flow

because his heart never ceases to glow

while walking the road to find his rest

before his eyes tire nest

Learn a tree in a lonely room

where the handsome lead sadness.

stopping in front of the nightmare

providing Tomorrow's Quest.

Morning Comes, a long way to go

the morning sun seems to become too large.

As the trend towards a new road

attention to the flower next to a cross of a tomb has never been the name

As we approach the flower dear

his sweat fell as crystal clear

falling like rain

trying to relieve pain.

But he must go to the place he knows

on the beauty that the Flower Show

on a grass and sand

where to stand on his land.

Take fierceful flow

with slippery rocks and floating beams

strong wind and heavy rain

with dust and earth misty spot.

Miles and miles on his way to test

thought of the flower while the rest

the streets so many that passed through

Belle has never been lived.

Day and night seem so grim,

left and right looking dim

and in the dark horizon

a fall beneth star of Orion

wanting something to be

to overcome the battle that could be

and praying to the Almighty

to force him before his death.

Walking along a busy leaves

through soaring trees that Grieve.

The pinnacle of a hill

landscape can fill

looking for answers from above,

And 'what he has found love?

slipped from the top

falling incessantly

'Til stopped long after the fall

unconsciously slept down the hall,

requested by the sweet smell

flower next to his cheek.

The Almighty has his answer

the question was low,

God gave the treasure

for him for sure.

But he does not know what to do

ambivalent feelings that pass through,

two solid portion of the body

involving his feelings hurt.

The thought of what might arise

precise in the future,

the feeling of internal heat

Experience cancel

peering into the dark room

glance in the middle heedfully,

can not sleep in the twilight

hard to go deep eyes

cried aloud

before the dark cloud

"Oh, God!"

"Oh, God!"

"Shield me with your love,

bring me the light on! "

mind begin to spin

vision begins to thin.

'Til your mind ceases to think

and the eyes stop blinking,

bring peace to the dark

in his dreams ever lease.

The rays of the rising sun

straight directly in his eyes

received with great pride

face the greatest tide.

Things are all so clear

heart and mind state

to continue his journey

bringing the flower with you.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Memories

If the sky is blue,

all you gotta do is remember you.

I've had when you turned

head and says I love you.


We had each other when we

entered the ward to participate

hand and said I do.


It 'was a day to remember

for me and you and a memory

for the recovery of a love that

is intended to be always true.

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Until We

The ability to see
love to be,
A time to share
I know this might be.

The love we had for life
to share as well, do not despair
if all seems so unfair.

I say this to you
wholeheartedly
I will always love you
Until part.

Friday, June 8, 2012

Could love this?

Silent songs all night.
musical rhythm that echoes your mind.
Beauty and goodness in sight
Could this be LOVE?

different emotions clogged your heart.
Only your face through my mind.
While waiting for his beautiful voice.
Could this be LOVE?

Moments as time flies,
Heart tickles the senses.
Taken by the arrow of Eros

I wonder how this could be love.
In the simple sentiments
as a thief in the night.
This must be love.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Changeth

For I am weak because they jump from ecstasy
covers prevailed and I bent death.
Idle am I? Tenables dirty?
Drossy are leap?

The mighty sun finally took me off the field,
he post'd on my pole,
he uplift'd my beaver,
could say only my presumption o'ercrows

My face, the sun spoke was a nickname
for it is said that milk,
face the reality that mine was retrograde
what he has seen his soul which is idle.

Gave a pink button by my hand,
Currently he later, my God unfold.
Repair dead end for me when I forgot,
Tape the love out of time to another.

The button flow'r chariest grew up with my hands,
and fin'lly, able to see,
no button is my feeling, but invisible
and finally laud I heard they are looking for.

I have listed my button from the world heavy
feling for my reputation has grown to deceive.
Each time the button around, yes it is always
presumption post mine through my brain.

Are now not pickpocket of bliss
for now I have mine,
withal of love from my heart and she
drossy hours are not usually, but yes mistress.

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Broken Wings [Part 1]

The cry of my mother's all I'm hearing. My ears will not take stupid painful hearing those words where they came from.

I hate my skin to make me feel this pain and madness to stop me to say what's inside of me, the feeling of sadness and anger at myself.

I can feel my adrenaline when she calls me stupid or stupid and ends in punch the wall in my room, after having wounded and weak. But I am weaker than in reality my hands because I can not help myself.

I was slapped again and nearly punched by my mother's hand. The feeling was so strong .. made me cry. I still feel the pain in his right cheek and the pain in my chest ... inside my chest.

But with all this pain, I love my mother very much, but I do not want you to know. I really do not want you to know.
I am waiting one day she came up to me and say that I love. But in reality, is nothing but a dream.
I said what I feel about us but nothing happened .. I was slapped again.
I cry, coz 'I need to feel his loving arms rather than heavy hand of blood from my heart.
Do not you hear my heart?

Me: an animal. My mother said this a thousand times. I'm really an animal?

We need to be? I take the pain and give a smile? I need to feel those painful words? And 'this is my life?

These wounds can heal wounds, but not disappear. I need God because I am broken.

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

For some

from what is still in love with you:

Continue final
going beyond
more one insists to get by.
I can not say that I hate
by then was my heart.
I drowned in that indescribable emotion
he used to keep afloat;
above all else,
through the darkness,
I was brilliant
It was because of what I once had
... With you.

I still have it in me
and pray that some of what was once ours is with you 'til now.
but even if you went
my will remain forever
not wondering if you turned your back and are completely gone.

I tried to deny that is the same depth.
I'm trying to be strong,
all the while pretending that I'm fine.
I met a person
but I could not love the madness of a tie,
the same way I loved madly.
You will still be the only one who has learned to keep my heart in the palms of the hands,
from the moment your eyes noticed me staring at you for so long,
'Til now, despite realizing that you wait until the moment is kind of silly. I know it's wrong.
And 'stupidity, but who could blame me?
Even if you want to let go of my heart,
it only becomes more painfully tight grasp firm.

I do not want to say goodbye til 'for another time, I see you.
You made it so difficult for me but if
that will not turn things between me and my feelings for you.
You still have all of me.

one who loves what is still in love with you:

I do not want to force things out
so just ignore the sight of me crying
my eyes flooded with tearful choose the time,
my trembling lips you've always wanted to put on your
want to feel your presence,
hoping to feel the spark,
hesitant and want to keep my arms wrapped as tight embrace.
I may just
to drown myself in that indescribable emotion,
and I do not care if I get hurt because of this.
I have a choice
However, even if what I chose what would make me cry more,
I can not turn our backs on it.
I will be worse a wonderful,
much more valuable than an idiot.
Even if one day I know this is what I'll become
to continue to love someone who is going to love someone else.

What could be more impressive to love someone who loves someone else?

This is ... love someone who does not know love at all.

Thursday, May 31, 2012

I talk about alliteration

Once on a meadow sultry
We walked pale white shadow
Tears trickled down to earth
Craven made the screaming sound Curio
A small mercenary can be found


Walking wearily through the night
The man continues to follow his vision
Severely swollen from a fight frigid
Draggling down the blood-soaked sword
Tied to its handle is a treasure, horde


Countless curses the man could chew
An aggressive enemy, but a confidant so true
Formerly friendly with the crew commander
His friend was faultfinder
False acquisitions was her cause of death


Mortal Madness fills her heart
The slaughter of the slave is his skilful art
He never misses a vulnerable part
Sourly tricks Duffing dupes
And never defeated by the troops turgid


Paralysis of the past changed his life
Thus strengthened its persistence Top
No one has ever bothered to open for acceptance
This taught him to tend his emotions
He contrasted notions notorious


For the heinous crimes he committed
Loved and accepted vehemently
Anyone known to wish it was terribly troubled
Tense calm citizens sought refuge
But when the strikes are in a mess


The people of unparalleled power, unable to manage
Every day and every night everyone is facing scandal
Attempt to innovate solutions interminable
To stop the murder in an illusion
And preserve perpetual peace and conversion


One day the intrepid creatures marched maliciously
Ardently the goal of harassing dangerous
The mercenary was intensely annoyed Hotspur
She struggled and was extremely puzzled succinct
Ghastly glory swept the city
To the insolent intruder was shot down

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Waiting

tired and waisted away
I hear your footsteps on the ground ..
I see your face from afar ..
but I ignored and went back and
I did not know that you're going to
same direction they were heading iam ..
thought you just ignore it and
walk away not noticing me ..
but you made my day special ..
I do not know who you are
I do not know where yours,
but see those eyes brought life
loss of my soul ..
when our paths cross again?
let me see for the last time ..
feel the beauty of life and
know how good it feels to be in a
tragic and cruel world is like watching
to see your face ...
your whole life making the time
stops for a moment ...

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Someone To Love

I want somebody to love
And I love
Unassuming
And stay on track

I want someone to hold
And never give up
Who will be there to take me
When I fall

I do not care if it is broken
As long as he treats me well
I do not give a damn
Even if he will make love with me all night

I do not want to see me cry
We wipe the tears because he
And try to console
When I tell him my fears

I do not want to be loved alone in the dark
Because I know that will not
Please be with me
Stay all day

I do not want to share his heart
I want it all to myself
Let me be the only
To make him happy

I do not need another heartache
I cried just enough
I'm not trying to say
Or sound so hard

I wish he'll find his way to me
Before the water runs out
Please be there when I wake up
And never say goodbye

Monday, May 14, 2012

I Wish

I would not know
So that you were still a mystery
I would not share these moments together
So I still find it nice
I wish I did not hear anything
So that you were still special
I hope you do not have good
Just to be with me
I wish you did not make me feel so in love
So it does not hurt my
I wish it did not kiss
So I did not feel strange
I wish it were not true
So that we could not know anything about me
I wish it were not so sweet
So you do not make me fall
I wish you did not care
So that I can be strong
I wish you were not kind
Think about how I felt
I wish you did not hug me
So I could not stay away
I wish you not hold me
So that I long for you
I wish you already hurt me now
So I say goodbye
There was hope
So I had to cry
I wish you not look at me
So I did not feel weak
I would not see your smile
So I have a headache
I would like you fell for me too
So that this dream could be true
I wish I knew
So you were still my crush
I wish you did not hurt your lie
So I now be so in love
I wish I did not say these things
'Cause it just made me miss you so much

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

I hate the way

I hate the way you took my heart
It ripped in two
I hate the way they continue to be friends
And act like nothing happened

I hate the way you look at me
It makes me feel something inside
I hate the way you have been so blind
You who love

I hate the way you smile at me
It hurts the heart for more
I hate the look whenever you're sleeping
It makes me want to love you forever

I hate the way I squeeze
It makes me want to stay
I hate the way they hold my hand
I hope you do not have to go

I hate the way they said goodbye
It makes me cry today
I hate the way I feel for you
It makes me long for you every day

I hate the way you touch me
Makes me go weak
I hate the way I kiss
It makes me want to stop that moment ever

I hate the way that is not loving me
It makes me want to do
I hate the way I'm hating
'Cause I want to hate you
- But I can not because I love you too

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Rhythm Of The Night

The night is young
And you held me tight
You put your arms around me
As we danced all night

You smiled at me
To make sure I was okay
Can this be a dream?
We can not remain this way?

Have you started to kiss me
I felt something inside
I can not tell you
The love I have always tried to hide

We started dancing
It had a great time
People began to wonder
They asked if you were mine

I waited for this
For a long time
Hoping against hope
I'd like you all together

As we continued to dance,
I began to realize
People can see the real me
Under the lies

Can see?
I'm crazy about you
I was too obvious?
I hope you did not see me through

A perfect night
And a good kiss
A groovy beat
Oh pure joy!

I would not have had to say goodbye
I do not want to see you leave my sight
But the feelings must remain
Dancing to the beat of the night

Friday, February 10, 2012

Resolution

I forget the way you smile
Every time I saw
I want to forget the sound of your voice
Hearing felt so free

I forget how you took my hand
It required close
I miss how I have wiped out
It 'was love at first sight

I will forget your words
When I farewell
I want to forget the moment when he went
It made me cry

I forget how those eyes
I looked straight at
I forget those lips
Those lips that kissed me passionately

I forget the feeling
You have given me
I forget the memories
To rid

I forget your love tonight
And all the things you do
This is my resolution
To love and forget all about you

Thursday, February 9, 2012

I Wish I Were his

You think of her every day
I think of him often
Do you miss when you're away
I love him more each day spent apart

Remember her in every song
I sing every song for him
You desire to see her again
I was going to see him every day

They fantasize about her a lot
I think in many situations with him in it
You say that you have good
I wish you feel the same

Your heart beats wildly when she is near
Lose control when I fixed
Want to be her boyfriend
I want to be his girlfriend only

You do everything you say
I wonder when I can never tell the truth
It begins to fall in love with lucky girl
I'm too late, I would be her

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Case Of The Ex

The ears I used to whisper to
The nose I used to pluck
The hands I used to take
The hair I used to mess with
The weapons that used to hug me tight
The smile I used to get
The voice that I used to stay up just to hear
The heartbeat that I used to dance with
The eyes that I used to get lost in
The lips that I used to kiss
The boy I used to love
The feeling that I now regret

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Not

Do not be so sweet
Do not be so nice
Do not open your heart
I want to know more about you

Do not be so loving
Do not be so considerate
Do not treat me like a sister
Not to mention, as do my brother

Do not treat me so good
Do not make me hope
Do not make me dream
I like too

Not just kiss me again
Do not look at me with love
Do not whisper words
Words will only make me fall

Do not tell me you like me
Do not show me your love
Do not make me love you
And tell me that all he wanted was friendship only

Monday, February 6, 2012

I grew up on the day my father died

I grew up on the day my father died
The day I held her hand for the last time
I grew up on the day that I kissed goodbye
My last kiss on the forehead learned

I grew up on the day that I met
I never can sit on the throne of his tour
This was the throne where I sat and thought
I was his little princess

Gone are the tales and wings
But they will have
In the treasure chest of my heart
Yet, I heard my whisper Pope: "Shut up princess, do not cry"

I know I always hear his voice inside me:
"You are my daughter, I know that there is nothing you can not do"
Perhaps, from now on, I believe in myself
The Pope ever believed in me

Ironic, as he dreamed of
A walk with me in white down that long corridor
Now, I would be in black
that he would walk through the aisle

However, in both cases,
He said with a smile these lines exactly the same:
"Quiet, Princess, do not cry,
My little girl is a woman now "

I grew up on the day my father died
His warm breath I could not hear
I grew up on the day when I faced death,

And smiled as my dad
And smiled as my dad did.

Unknown

I barely remember his face
I barely remember her smile
He went to chase the American dream

I barely remember his ways
I barely remember those days
He packed his bags and left

I barely remember her voice
I barely remember the noise
The day we celebrated his stay

I remember just chaos
I barely remember the anxiety
During his visit he sang all day

Now I remember everything
I remember her sweet face
I remember his booming voice

Now I remember everything
I remember his funny
I remember those days of fun

We got the bad news, to our surprise
Now if he left, never to return
I remember everything